:: angelina jolie ::

fairydust2216 @ 2006-03-20T20:35:00

2006-03-21T01:34:31Z

I hate my life.
I compeltely give up.
No matter what anyone says, its never gunna get better...

Heart B r o k e n,,
Chrissy

Wow

2006-03-12T23:51:31Z

Holy crap, i just remembered i had this thing.
Well, me and luke are over, and have been for 6 or 7 months now.
Now im with the love of my life, Juan.
He is the boy i wanna be with for the rest of my life.
And i know ive said it before, but this time im serious.
Hes amazing, and the most perfect guy in the world.
I know for a fact he is the ONE.
I love juan aldarondo with every beat of my heart.
Well, my lifes great, but it can be pretty rocky sometimes.

Well, remember when everyone had these things,
then we went to xanga,
now its myspace.
I kinda hate myspace, its so confusing.
I like xanga and this better.

Well we had to put my dog down thursday cuz he had really bad cancer.
But we already picked out an adorable dog.
Hes a Terrier, and his name is Pippen.
I love him, hes so cute.
Hes 2 weeks right now and he fits in the palm of your hand.
6 more weeks and we can finally take him home.
Even when hes 8 weeks hes still gunna be able to fit in your hands :)
Hes sooooo cute!!

Well im gunna start updating this, yet i dont think anyone looks at it, but w/e.
Thats it...

XoXo Chrissy XoXo

woah

2005-08-25T22:46:05Z

Havent updated in a looong ass time. But whatever. Really good day. Went to ROTC then right when I got back my mom was waiting to take me to the doctor. STUPID ASS DOCTORS MADE MY SHOULDER HURT WORSE! Those 2 dumbass's were freakin pushing down on my shoulder and making me do moves that i couldnt effin do!! English sucked today cuz Kasey wasnt there. I loooove him! Hes awsome. But anyways in 2 weeks, September 6th i have to get an MRI. Ohh ohh such fun. NOT! Well one good thing, One week and 1 day bitches till my Mudvayne concert! Oh hell yes!! I cant wait! Im probablly gunna get a mudvayne hoodie since i already have a shirt. And screw the dress code im wearing that damn hoodie to school, they ask me to take it off, i will, but right when i get back in my class its going back on. And if my teachers tell me to take it off, two words to them, SCREW YOU! That damn school needs to get over the whole no band shirt rule. No ones gunna go by it, people are still gunna be wearing band shirts. Hell, i am. Screw the dress code and the administrators. They can go fuck themselves! *smiles* i know im so nice. Lol. Well anyways pretty awsome day. Going to Wally world soon (Wallmart). To get 2 plain white shirts. One for ROTC and one for tomorrow. The whole "Band shirt" deal with jenna. And im gunna be getting a cd. SWEETNESS! Im probablly gunna get The offspring greatest hits. HECK YES!! But anyways gunna go. I will talk to ya'll later..Update soon kiddies

<3Chrissy

bleh

2005-07-11T04:42:34Z

I hate my parents, I hate living here. No one wants me here. Everyone in this damn family loves to hurt me and hate me. So why stay? Why stay when the only person who loves me doesnt live here anymore? Id give anything to live with my bubbie. Maybe then id be happy.
Bleh..

update later

<3Chrissy

<3

2005-06-27T01:10:14Z

I love Lucian with all my heart always and forever!!

<3Chrissy

fairydust2216 @ 2005-06-25T03:21:00

2005-06-25T07:22:04Z

New layout! Thanx haleigh!

omg angelina jolie (spelling?) shes sooo hot!!..well bubbie moved out today been crying all day..it sux and i really miss him cuz i didnt get to say goodbye! *tear* im really hoping he comes back cuz all I wanna do is give him a huge hug and kiss him and tell him i love him..well my day started out really sad..but im really really happy now..and its all thanks to luke..well i guess im gunna go..ttyl

<3Chrissy
I love u lucian! with all my heart! <3

Layout

2005-06-25T07:17:57Z

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH HALEIGH I LUV MY LAYOUT!!!

sup bitches??

2005-06-01T05:42:34Z

well im not gunna be writing in here to much..im gunna be writing in my xanga...so yea

IM RICK JAMES BITCH!

what did the five fingers say to the face?
SLAP!!

*HUGGIES*

me:Do these huggies make my butt look big?
kelsey:yes
me:YESS!! i need a bigger ass anyways!..

lol sry..randomness..well ttyl

<33chrissy

I LOOOVE LUCIAN MCCOY WITH ALL MY HEART!!!! <3

fairydust2216 @ 2005-05-18T14:37:00

2005-05-18T18:35:37Z

well well well..where should I begin. This day was going great UNTIL 12 o'clock. well ok so I was feeling like shit today. Something terrible happened right when I woke up, parents being jackass's, I was so incredibly tired, I promised my baby id call him when i woke up and I couldnt cuz my mom wouldnt let me get the phone, my eyes were puffy, ect. The whole morning really sucked ass for me. So i decided to be a dumbass and skip. I went to the bus stop until my dad dropped off tim, and as I was there everyone was telling me that I looked like crap, cuz ive been sick. So yea, then i went back home, the day was going well until 12:30ish, my dad comes home and says he got a call from some stupid ass person at my school saying I wasnt there, I was so effen pissed!. Then me and my dad got into an argument, it wasnt that bad but it still made me angry. Then my dad tells me to give him my cord to my computer and we started talking about it and so he decided not to take it. Well yea my day has been pretty crappy. And I still have to wait till my mom gets home, and I know im gunna be bitched at more and worse. Im hoping she doesnt take my computer away, or the phone cuz im gunna die if I cant talk to luke. Well instead of sitting on my ass all day I decided to try to make everything alittle better, and clean my house for my mom. Im hoping that makes her calm down a bit. But when she starts to talk (or yell) at me because I skipped school im gunna try and not to go off on her, im gunna try to just talk everything out and just simply tell her im never gunna do it again (which i meen, cuz im not gunna do it again), and tell her I wasnt feeling well, cuz I honestly wasnt. I felt like shit today. Damn it really has been a bad day and im really hoping it doesnt get worse. And people if I act like a bitch, sry. My mood swings are getting worse. Well anyways im off to see if I can do anything else in the house to get on my moms good side again. And im waiting till 3 so I can talk to my baby boy. Ttyl

<3 chrissy

blah

2005-05-11T18:58:43Z

well..scratch that last entry..my home life really sux..sunday..mothers day..so much shit happened..i got the shit beatin out me by my mom and my dad pushed me and made me hit my head on my wall..me and my mom got into a screaming fight then me and my dad did..my mom ran off..as usual..got the computer taken away..also the only reason im on is cuz i broke into my moms room and got my cord..i wont be on the computer alot...well anwyays my life really sux..but as usual im used to it!..im sick of my family..they dont give a shit about me...and trust me u can see that they dont..from the bruises screaming and yellin..and also especially cuz of what they say to me..im honestly thinkin about running away cuz i just cant take anymore of this shit..i sit in my room..blast my music (depressing music) and just cry for hours on end..thats pretty much all i do anymore is cry..i cry myself to sleep..i cry in school..im just rlly sick of living in a place where im not even wanted..*hmf*..the only good thing in my life that keeps me going is luke..hes the one person that makes me feel good and happy..i could be having the worst day ever but when i come home and he calls me and i hear his voice..its like every other problem just fades away..and its like its just me and him..i love him to death and if i didnt have him i dont know if i could ever survive..he means the world to me..but anyways..well its wednesday and well im alright now with everything thats been happenin..but im still alittle upset cuz it was 2 times worse then how its soundin..it was absolute hell sunday...but im better..but anyways..im gunna go and wait for my baby to call..
update soon...

<3chrissy
luke i luv u baby..thanx for being there for me with everything thats been happenin...

holla!

2005-05-08T16:54:23Z

havent updated in a while..well grad night was so totally awsome..i had so much fun!..and i loved my group..bus ride there and back was awsome too..haha yo mama jokes..it was so cool..anyways well i made my little egg babys..i had 3 but i decided to kill one cuz ive been mad all day..but yea one is spongebob and the other is napolion dynomite..woot woot..lol im retarded...but anyways lifes pretty good for once..my life has changed alot and for the better too...luke has made me the happiest person alive..schools great but i gotta get sum grades up..home life is gradually gettin better..my lifes great..and im happy and i hope i stay this way cuz i like it and i know all my friends like seeing me happy also...well theres not rlly much to talk about..OH! the dance is coming up soon..hope everyone has a great time..im not goin...but w/e..its no biggie..well im bored for once..its a miracle!..cuz usually i have sum shit or drama goin on but nope this time i dont..well im also very happy for kelsey!...and im also happy for jamie..jamie i love u babe! and im so very proud of u for droppin his sry ass..he aint worth ur time!...im proud of u darlin..*kiss and hugs*...well im goin out to eat soon wit all my family for mothers day..well i guess im gunna go..
update soon

<3chrissy
i luv u luke..hope u had fun in the mountains baby

blardy blardy blardy blar

2005-05-05T22:41:22Z

hey peeps..wuts up?..nada here..well not really much has happened lately..well im happy as happy can be..i swear if i didnt have luke in my life i dont know wut i would do..he has changed my life so much.. im soo incredibly in love with him..hes the best thing i could ever want..and i swear i would drop the life i have now just to spend the rest of my life wit him...hes the greatest guy ever..and i love him with all my heart and i always always will.....
well..GRAD NIGHTS TOMORROW!!..i cant wait!..im gettin so many pictures of me and all my friends..its gunna kick ass!..well theres not really much to talk about..o yea we started sex-ed!..woot woot..im so happy..its the best time of the yeaaaar!..lol sry im just wierd..well tonite im gunna be makn my babys..lol the egg babys..lol i cant wait ima make too..hehe lukes a daddy..lol anyways..well i guess im gunna go
update soon...

<3chrissy

poem about me

2005-05-03T03:21:32Z

The girl who seemed unbreakable.broke.
The girl who seemed so strong.crumbled.
The girl who always laughed it off finally. cried.
The girl who would never .stop. trying...

... FInaLLY quIT

...i wanna give up..i try and try my hardest..i try and give my life a second chance..i try to be perfect..i try and try again but i just end up failing..im a complete failure..i wanna be the person everyone wants me to be..i wanna be the happy one for once..i wanna be the pretty one..i wanna be the cheerleader..i wanna be the popular one..but i never will be...i know i make my life wut it is..and yea i admit i do make my life shit sumtimes but rite now im not..i just dont know wut else to do..its like all thats left is suicide..and im not saying im gunna do it..buts its all i can think about that will make ME feel better..and i know im gunna hurt SOO many ppl...but
do u want me going through so much pain that all i wanna do is die?
i dont think anyone does..but i just..idk...im not saying im gunna kill myself..but im just slowly dieing bit by bit everyday..and one day im just gunna die for good.....ive just become so numb.....

((dieing))
chrissy

hola

2005-04-28T22:26:16Z

ugh!..hey guys whats up..nada here..just at my grandparents house with that damn dog..its pissing me off!...im in such a bad mood..i dont really know why but i've been like this since last night..blah i cant stand being here cuz i cant be on the computer as much as i want..i cant call luke..i cant be by myself cuz im always fuckin bothered!..i hate it here..i could have gone to my cousins house but it would have been worse...i just wanna go home..and right now i wanna run away and never come back..i wanna run away to luke..ergh!..no one really knows what i feel like..everyone thinks they know..but ya dont so dont tell me u do..it sux not being able to see him..but im hoping this summer i can see him..eh w/e..anyways school was boring

chorus-had lots of fun..i was with britney doxsey the whole time and we were talking about our babys..hers being josh mine being luke..haha it was funny cuz at the same time i said i love luke and she said i love josh..it was kool..

boom-boom-had fun..hung with angel as usual..and i got a wallet picture of him..yipee..he looks so cute!

language arts-cut out and orange shape piece of paper and had to write a poem on it..it was fun i guess

history-lol had lots of fun..sat with bates..mr.clark yelled at her for no reason..lol..sry bates..

science-reviewed the homework and SSR..lol i fell asleep as usual

and math-blah..i cant stand math anymore..cuz i dont get any of it..and im failing..

ehh..progress reports came today..i got c's and b's and a f..f in math..blah!..well thats what started off my day being shitty..then i started missing luke and got upset..and teachers we're really pissing me off today..and i was about to beat the shit outa kyle hammer (spelling?)..tall skateboarder kyle..o0o0o i swear if i see him tomorrow im gunna push him against the wall and beat his butt!..he had the nerve to call my friend kara fat!..and shes not even fat..shes so pretty!..and doug casey called her fat too..but i aint gunna waist my time on doug..cuz hes just a fag..but im gunna waist my time on kyle cuz ive never liked him..hes such an ass and thinks he's all badass and hot and awsome..its so annoying!...but anyways todays been pretty boring..i wanna go home cuz i cant stand to be here anymore..o yea im sending luke a letter..cant wait for him to get it..cuz i sent him a "mooshy love letter"..lol..my chain/bracelet..and a piece of paper that says somthing..but anyways..gotta go..i'll update of anything interesting happens..which i doubt it will..
update soon.....

<3chrissy
luke i love u so much honeybun!

p.s-todays national kiss day!..*kisses to all my friends*..

im at school

2005-04-27T13:34:27Z

hey guys whats up..nada here..im in school in the media trying to get my powerpoint shit done for ms.lewis's class..its so difficult but w/e im gettin it done..woah! someone left a comment on my last entry saying they love luke the most..yea rite!..i love luke with all my heart..and anyways they probablly dont even know them..but i wanna know who said that too...cuz they said its me!..umm who is me?...that makes me mad..but w/e cuz lukes my baby and i love him with all my heart and always will..so people back up off my baby!!..*evil laugh*..lol anyways i g2g ill update lata

<3chrissy

p.s-i miss my baby so much rite now..i cant stop thinking about him..

hiya peeps

2005-04-24T00:15:51Z

i am on phone with luke...my baby..i love him with all my heart..hes the bestestest guy in the whole wide world!..and hes such a cutey!!..
update soon

<3chrissy
i luv my baby luke!

fairydust2216 @ 2005-04-21T22:11:00

2005-04-22T02:15:16Z

my perfect guy

Short Answer
.: x hair color- brown or black
.: x eye color- brown or blue
.: x height- taller then me
.: x short or long hair- i prefer long..but short is alrite
.: x prep, skater, jock, etc- skater
.: x teeth- white

Yes or No
.: x glasses- dont care
.: x contacts- dont care
.: x buff- no
.: x piercings- yes
.: x tatoos- yes
.: x teeth- yes
.: x cook- yes..
.: x love his mom-dont care
.: x watch chick flicks with you-yes
.: x cuss- dont care
.: x drink- dont care
.: x smoke- dont care
.: x write poems-no
.: x walk you to your door-yes
.: x pay for dinner- yes
.: x wild or conserved- wild!!

This or that
.: x funny or serious- funny
.: x night out or stay at home - stay at home

.: x shy or outgoing- outgoing
.: x candy or flowers -flowers
.: x smart or dumb-dumb..lol
.: x not afraid to speak his mind or do what makes you happy- doesnt matter
.: x quiet or loud- both
.: x class clown or class nerd- class clown
.: x funny or sarcastic-funny
.: x basketball or football-football
.: x honest or trushtworthy-BOTH!

i already got my perfect guy tho..and thats my baby luke

<3chrissy

omg!

2005-04-21T19:07:02Z

hey everybody...well on the way to the concert me and my bro listened to all mudvaynes cd's to get amped up..well we got there and i was pretty scared but then i loosend up wen we got in and we got in pretty quick..since i was under 18 we got to go straight through..but omg!..the mudvayne concert fuckin rocked!..they did so well..and i even liked one of the bands that opened up for them they were really good..and i absoutely loved the bass guitarist in that band..he had dreads that went to his waist and wen he headbanged it was so badass!..and plus he was really hot..but yea im probablly gunna get there c.d...well we were at the house of blues by 7:45ish..and the first band came on (my fav) and played for alittle bit then we waited for a damn hour and a half to see the second band..they totally sucked!..the guy was trying way to hard and he looked like he was just gunna start jacking off on stage i swear..and he was humping the damn microphone stand!..no lie..they sucked so we booed them off stage and we flicked them off..it was awsome!..well there was a third band but they didnt play cuz they found there guitarist dead on there tour bus..*tear* its sad..then an hour later mudvayne came on..i was soo hyped i was jumping and screaming and headbanging with my bro..well they played a few songs then we did a tribute to the guitarist that died..that was awsome..cuz chad (singer of mudvayne) was like.."i dont wanna have a moment of fuckin silence!..i wanna hear u scream!"..so by then the whole place is dark..so then the lights turn on and everyone screamed soo loud..including me..and we put horns in the air..and we screamed again..then back to the music...they played all the songs i was hoping they would..they played there new one..and they played my fav not falling..i went crazy wen that came on.i was jumping up and down and screaming and singing along..the lighting of the show was awsome..cuz if the song was slow itd start wit purple blue and pink lights and right when chad was gunna start screaming the lights would flash on rlly bright it was awsome..and my god chad was unbleieveable..he hit every note!..he was amazing..so was the bassist..i luv the bassist in mudvayne he fuckin rocks!..well then around 12ish mudvayne finished..and me and my bro went to go get our shirts..i love his..its awsum..but i luv mine too..well then we left and started listenin to the radio and there was nutin on so we just decided to listen to mudvayne again..cuz my bro has all there cd's..the we stopped at a rest area to go to the bathroom and get sum drinks cuz our throats were so soar cuz we were yelling all nite..but oo yea i was surrounded by rlly hot guys all nite..and they all talked to me while we waited for mudvayne it was rlly awsum..they were so crazy and funny as hell..well all in all it was a very very good night...and my brother plans to take me to another rock concert and i cant wait!..but anyways thats all i gotta talk about

best person ever-my brother!!

<3chrissy
luke i luv u baby!

ugh!

2005-04-20T02:16:28Z

theres nothing to talk about..well i just got outa the shower..nice refreshing hot shower..so fresh and so clean clean *singing*..lol im retarded i know..well im just sitting here listenin to the radio cuz no ones on..i miss my hubby..i really wanna talk to him but i cant..:'(..well tomorrows the big night..the mudvayne concert!..i cant effen wait!..its gunna be kickass..well bates hasnt been to school in 2 days..i miss her and im worried..so feel better batesey!...well damn theres nothing to talk about so i guess im gunna go
luke i love you with all my heart baby

<3chrissy

hey

2005-04-18T09:27:07Z

well its 5:18 a.m..i wouldnt be up right now but i gotta dry my clothes..well my b-day has been great!..i got a tattoo AND yesterday my brother gave me my present..IT WAS A TICKET TO THE MUDVAYNE CONCERT!..it was a card so im like hmmm..well i open it up and open the card just a little and i saw it..i jumped up and kissed my bro and almost killed him with my hug..cuz i begged him for weeks to take me and he kept saying he's taking dave..but he was really taking me..i was soo happy and still am..cuz the mudvayne concert is wednesday..woot woot!..cant wait! just me and my big brother rockin out at the mudvayne concert...MOSH PITS AND HEADBANGING!..this is gunna be kickass!..i have had the best birthday ever!..well not really much has happened besides this awsum stuff..well me and luke got into a argument..i was rlly sad but we are alrite now..and i love him more then ever and always will..i luv u baby!..well i guess im gunna go cuz i gotta get ready for school..
update soon...

<3chrissy
*luke i luv u hubby*

yay!

2005-04-15T12:51:11Z

ITS MY BIRTHDAY EVERYB0DY!!!!!

THE BIG 14!!

YESSSS

<3chrissy
luke i luv u baby!!

hey guys

2005-04-14T22:11:22Z

hey guys..well scratch that last entry..im very happy again..well not much i rlly wanna talk about..but my birthday is tomorrow im rlly happy..im finally turning 14!..im happy!!
well for my b-day present from my parents..i am getting a tattoo!!..ON SATURDAY!..im nervous and scared..cuz its gunna hurt like crazy..idc tho..im gunna be holding my moms hand the whole time..and im gunna be crying..lol cuz im a wuss..but w/e...i just cant wait to get it!...anyways im gunna go

<3chrissy

luke..baby i luv u so much..u mean everything and more to me.
words cant even express wut u mean to me..i just luv u wit all
my heart...

hey hey hey

2005-04-12T19:19:58Z

i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die..i wanna die...
I WANNA DIE!!!!

<3chrissy

hey hey hey says in fat alberts voice

2005-04-12T01:51:58Z

hey ppl..lifes great..schools great..big surpise huh!?..but its becuz of the love of my life..LUKE!..and wow im freezing my ass off!..im so cold!..anyways

days till my birthday!~

4 MORE DAYS!

<3chrissy
i love luke

woopdie woop!!

2005-04-11T00:49:26Z

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN

5 DAYS!...

APRIL 15TH BABY!

anyways..im busy jumping on my bed and missing my baby
update soon!

<3chrissy
I LOVE LUKE!